assalamualaikum...
di sini i wanted to share what i feel actually..
dulu masa sekolah aku pernah kena pulau..
kena buli... teruk gak la..
sakit nye di hati... mmg tak boleh cakap la..
tapi ak taw.. ini dugaan buat aku..
allah mahu uji kita.. boleh tak kita hadapi dugaan sekecl ini sebnarnya..

di uni pon ak pernah kena macam2..
sebenarnya aku pon penat.. macam2 dah kena..
semua tu dugaan bagi aku..
aku tak mampu menolak..
aku tabah kan diri aku...
menghadapi semua nya..

truthly...
aku rindu kenangan berkawan di uni time dip dulu..
aku rindu gelak tawa.. gurau2.. saat sedih hepi aku bersama kawan2 dulu..
aku sebenarnya terasa mahu menegur mereka semula.. cuma aku tak punyai keberanian..
ya.. aku mmg pengecut.. aku takot teguran aku tidak di dengari oleh mereka..
aku takot di sisih kan semula..
jadi berdiam sahaja yg aku mampu lakukan..
thanks kepada kawan2 ku dahulu..
always be there.. always gave me an opinion about something..

mungkin aku bersalah pada mereka... jadi aku mintak maaf seikhlas hati kepada kamu..
aku betul-betul minta maaf..

aku pernah terserempak dengan kamu di stesen minyak.. secara jujur..
aku rasa sangat seronok dapat lihat kamu diluar uni..
aku terasa seperti nak tegur.. tapi hancur hati ku..
bila pandangan lain yang aku dpt lihat waktu itu..
terus aku lupa kan niat ntok menegur.. hati ku terlampau sakit waktu itu..

aku punyai terlampau banyak masalah sekarang... T_T
it's hard to handle those problem when u have more problem comes to u almost everyday day..
ya allah.. terlampau berat dugaan mu kepada ku..
ku mohon perkuat kan lah hati ku utk
ku hadapi segalanya dengan tenang..
amin..

ni bkan hsil penulisan ku..

TAPI.. ak SUKE ayat dlm cte ni la..
sdey2...




suatu hari sepasang rakan berborak-borak.
semasa berborak,satu topik timbul:
a:kau rase kita kawan sampai bila?
b:sampai mati!
a:kenapa kau ckp mcm tu?
b:sbb aku syg kau!
a:kau rase jarak mase kite berkwn berapa lama?
b:5minit lg!
si 'a' terdiam lalu bertanya lagi:
a:apa yg kau ckp ni?5minit?kata smpai kita mati?
lalu si b hanya... tersenyum.

slps 5 minit,
si 'a' yg melintas hampir-hampir dilanggar kereta tetapi diselamatkn oleh si 'b'.
benar kata orang tua-tua,bila hayat hampir tamat,kita dapat rasakannya.
lalu si 'b' berkata:
b:aku tepati janji aku.aku berkwn dgn kau sampai aku mati.lalu tersenyum gembira.

si 'a' hanya mampu menangis

new one..

farah aria

THE MEANING OF LIFE FOR ME..

i'm just the girl..

that try to have a fun life...

i meet a lots of ppl..

various type of ppl..

various faces.. emotions.. feels.. characters..

i meet nice ppl.. bad ppl too..

some of them have a good attention..

some of them dont..

i mean.. ya.. we cant MAKE everyone like us either..

that'll be a MIRACLE if we can MAKE everyone like us..

some of those ppl MIGHT HATE or DISLIKE us either..

that's JUST the real fact in this world..

we CANT run from it..

sometimes life make us happy..
sometimes life sucks like hell..
if we have a problems..
we cant run from it..
we gotta face it..
running from the problem will make it even worse..


we all grown up.. we meet a lots of ppl everyday..
we learned something from this world...
we learned how the ppl react to us.. hate, love.. like..
we even learned how cruel or nice the world can be to us..
BFF.. ENEMIES.. LOVERS.. etc..
i still have a lots more time to keep learning on how to be the real me..
in this world... as me.. as myself..
try to find my own identity.. i wont be a fakers or a haters..
that just ridicilous for me..
both doesn't have a life either..

LMAO.. but that's just the real FACT!!
<33
and yea...
THAT'S HOW LIFE SHOULD BE..

my words....

n______n)


jaaa..... minna san.. konnichiwa,, farah des...
atashi... mada2 genki...
hontouni suki jannai...

naa.. watashino furondo... genki desuka??
imy u guys so much... <33

nk jumpe korg la...
hu.. tp..
semua busy me..
so cant do that tho...
hate it..

are u going to finish strong??

NICK VUJICIC..

he's are so positive in his own life and mind..
even thought his not as perfect as every one else..
but his mind and heart are so strong.. so innocent..
so positive.. never ever feels regret bout being who he is
never ever give up... always smile and try to make ppl arounds him feels happy...




******the words********
*People say to me, *How can you smile? * he says. *Then they
realize *there's got to be something more to life than meets the eye if a
guy without arms and legs is living a fuller life than I am.

*******WHAT HE SAID******
SO, WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU FALL DOWN??
if i fall down.. imma try to get back..
but if i failed for a hundred times.. do u think imma give up easily?
no.. i dont.. i'am not going to give up no matter how hard it is..
i'm going to keep on try and try and try and try....
it just a matter how u finish...

**this one too**..

u know why bcoz if u dont start trying to get back.. u're not going to get anywhere..
u'll get the strenght to get back.. if u're willing to keep try and try..


VIEW THIS LINK.. u'll know more bout him..
http://www.attitudeisaltitude.com/aboutus-nick.php
http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/